Just another "Golden" Perspective: Dreams

So umm..i had another dream, A nightmare actually. I was being shot at, AGAIN.
The weird thing this time was that i didn't DIE.
I actually got the courage somehow to jump on the back of the attacker and stab him in his throat.
When he fell to the ground i kept stabbing him, hoping he would die but he didn't, until i stabbed him in his heart. It was like his off switch, because he stopped moving instantly. Just as i started walking away i turned around i saw a bullet coming towards my heart...but before it got there i woke up.

Now every couple of months i keep having these dreams. =s
and everytime i end up dying, this time i didn't...
WHY?
Why was "the heart" the highlight of my dream and not death? Or maybe it's a message...am i unconsciencely stabbing someone in their heart? and now in some form or fashion karma's coming back to get me?

Honestly i'm not sure...
I have a boyfriend and he's one of the best thingsto ever happen to me. And i don't think i could be stabbing him in the heart.
I have a brother and at times i treat him like crap but at the end of the day he knows that i would be hopeless without him.
I've found a crazy group of girls that i can call friends, and i know that i could never jeopardize that.

SO..if everything seems to be okay in ones life, why do our dreams tell us otherwise?

PeaceloveRespect

Just another "Golden" perspective: When is it ever the right time?

At 8:23 - i was thinking about you and me, wondering how good we could be, only if he could see me..

At 8:24 - you had me sitting here, wanting you more. missing you wishing you would notice..

At 8:25 - how my spirit hungered and drived for your hugs, above all else your love.

At 8:26 - you left for work, how it hurt, to know that you haven't even said...

At 8:27 - i held my head in sorrow, maybe tommorow will be better maybe he'll...

At 8:28 - it was too late, why did i wait?

At 8:29 - he should've been mine, but I ran out of time.

A friend of mine has a boyfriend, she told me that in the beginning everything was perfect...

but now they seem to be drifting apart. She wanted to confront him about her disposition but was to afraid of what would happen next.

SO, she kept quiet and acted like nothing was wrong, waiting for him to get a clue. sadly she waited too long and he moved on.

In relationships it takes both parties to make it work. if you have a problem, shouldn't

you be the one to address it?

Waiting for it to disappear won't happen unless you make it happen.

AND

Waiting for the right time to come will never come unless you turn your own clock. Right?

PeaceLoveRespect

Just another "Golden" perspective: The Right Brothas

So one morning i woke up and for some reason the concept of finding the right boy came to me. So i wrote about how i felt about it. ENJOY!

Where are all the fine young brothas? Who can stimulate me? Intellectually not sexually

Make love to me with their words, conversations making sense.

Where are all the fine young brothas? That I can d-e-p-e-n-d on, yet stays strong,

I-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t-l-y, no lie you see I’m a women who needs TLC, with no HIV’s,

you feel me?

Where did all my fine young brothas go? Who loved to show the glow in their eyes when reading a book? No care for gangs, violence or video games, knowing their real aim,

in becoming someone, something in life.Women aren’t right?

NOW LADIES!

Why are we settling for less, when we deserve the best?Are we that restless?

That we don’t respect and accept our own standards?

Instead of waiting for a proper man, we take the first ones in a gang.

I am your conscience; have patience the right one will come along

All you have to do is wait and stay strong.

PeaceLoveRespect